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15/7/09

Fifty thousand tears I've cried, screaming, deceiving and bleeding just for you. Do you know why? It's because of love. Love makes me hurt deeply inside but sometimes it makes me happy. I used to say "go and make out with that guy, just for a day or a week and don't forget to break his heart. Crush it!" I did this many times. All my ex heart's hurt by me. Some of them didn't care but some of them did. Some cried, some happy, some take it as a joke, some take it seriously. I really hate guys at that time but when I met you, I felt something is different with you. I just can't put my finger on it. Now I know who you really are. You are the first guy that have allured my heart. You are the first person to steal my breath away. I'm lucky to have you as my lover and my life partner. This is my first "love" relation that last longer than I've expected. You will always in my heart. I don't care whether you hurt me or not, as long as you are with me, I feel protected and happy. Just so you know, I cried for you because I really care about you. I'm afraid to lose you. When the night has come, the land is dark, the moon is the only light we will see, I stared through the windows and stared at my own reflection, I imagined that you are right beside me and hug me. It was such a beautiful scene. But my dreams fade away when it came and destroyed it. I really hate that "it". You try to change it and hope you did, then my new dream will be unleash. =) Such an imagination I got there. *sigh*

Ak. Nur Hafizhurahman bin Pg. Hamzah, I love you! ^_^